Tag Archives: crossdressing

What do you want?

Very often, my journey has circled around the question of “why” (even the legacy of testimony written in my sidebar on this page still has that prevailing theme). Whether it was why originally or why along the way or why … Continue reading

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Juvenile Delinquency

In recent weeks, I’ve had a few reasons to reflect back on my youth. I was definitely a “bad” teen. Not in the sense of cool or having a well polished image of badness. I was bad in the sense … Continue reading

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A new leaf

Well, it happened.  After about 4 years of working through this, and many ups and downs, I finally just gave in and put on a bunch of my wife’s clothes last weekend.  By way of disclosure, I had consumed a … Continue reading

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Why and Why not

Last week I had a pretty rough day.  I still haven’t quite straightened out where it all came from, though many usual suspects are involved (too long a leash in my thought-life, marital distance, work stress, self-esteem problems, generalized frustration, … Continue reading

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Marriage advice

Since I am lucky enough to have a woman committed to me despite my background in this area, and to listen to me explain my desire and struggle without running for a divorce, I thought I’d share some of what … Continue reading

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Still wondering

Around this time of year, things seem to intensify for me.  The thoughts and decisions, and effort of discerning what I want, what I’m after, and what I allow myself to enjoy are at the forefront of my thoughts (and not … Continue reading

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Chasing the dragon

I know I have spoken of this before, but I wanted to follow up on my last post about a hypothetical and imagined situation that I was toying with to see if there wasn’t something valuable in it for me … Continue reading

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Importance of purity

Tonight, I am writing as an intentional act of defiance against my thoughts and feelings at the moment.  I have “voices” in my head telling me to try to get some pleasure out of this or that loop-hole in my … Continue reading

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Giving the power back

I can’t remember if or where I have otherwise discussed the matter of power play as it pertains to gender and also to crossdressing desire.  Well, I’m gonna discuss it again.  One avenue of explanation in the apparent deviance of … Continue reading

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Gender-bending and Gender-straightening

Throughout the last couple of years of thinking and writing about crossdressing, I have done rather well at avoiding the entire world of special terms that get used to describe many things.  Part of this is because I feel that … Continue reading

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