Author Archives: ikthys

What do you want?

Very often, my journey has circled around the question of “why” (even the legacy of testimony written in my sidebar on this page still has that prevailing theme). Whether it was why originally or why along the way or why … Continue reading

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Juvenile Delinquency

In recent weeks, I’ve had a few reasons to reflect back on my youth. I was definitely a “bad” teen. Not in the sense of cool or having a well polished image of badness. I was bad in the sense … Continue reading

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To be known…

The other day, while driving home from church on a Sunday afternoon, we went past a bar and someone was crossing the street in a nice dress and heels.  I tried not to look at “her” as “she” crossed the … Continue reading

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Crossing the line in a blaze of glory

Recently I was reading some spiritual insight and advice in which there was a sort of breakdown of the inception and progression of a sin from fleeting thought to full blown habitual action.  It was helpful especially at considering more … Continue reading

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Back to the drawing board

Hey all, I feel like it’s been forever since I wrote anything about anything anywhere, but I’ve been going through a period of intensified curiosity about my own feelings again that caused me to get out the old napkin to … Continue reading

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Home alone

Lately, I’m pleased to say that I’ve have a very strong sense of being stable and sane.  I’m not letting it lull me into a false sense of ease or flirtation with temptation, but I am taking the time to … Continue reading

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Very strange twist (for me)

I know it must sound pretentious to call anything strange in this flipped around side of the world I often live in dealing with these issues, but something occurred recently that was truly surprising to me and I still can’t … Continue reading

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The upside of falling down

Tonight I am up late because I couldn’t bring myself to lie by my wife after what I did.  She was out of town and I lost my mind.  If you are dying to know, she left down in the … Continue reading

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A new and blinding insight!

What’s up people?  I just got done reading my own testimony on this page again.  Wow.  I can’t believe how far I’ve come in this journey.  And yet, in a sense, I’m so saddened that I still find myself from … Continue reading

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I find this law at work…

Recently, I have been attempting to be a bit more severe about the limits I put on my own thoughts, feelings, and expressions in my personal journey with this cd stuff.  After some stumbling (again)- I was feeling a bit … Continue reading

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